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Since young , my dream is to find my soul mate . She does not need to look like an angel , elegant or very gentle. She just needs to be someone i feel comfortable with , someone that can listen to my sorrows. Someone who can really accept me as who i am.

I been through quite a few relationships. Whenever i wanna buy something for them , no matter how special i want it to be. I don't give ring. I alway think that it is something very special , and i should only give it once.

Recently bi its your birthday , i was pondering over what to buy for you. Meet Shi Ya to discuss about your birthday plans. She told me that you like rings alot and has been shopping for 1 lately. As 1st i was very reluctant ,but my heart has a very strong feeling that it will make you very happy.

In the end , i decided to decided to buy a ring for U. Its not that i simply wanna make U feel happy. Its more like my way of expressing my feelings for you. Though we being together for about 4 months , i feel very connected to you.I have a very strong feeling that we can go far.I have been talking to you almost every night since we know each other as friends. I dunno how we do it. I know you sacrifice alot for me , sometimes i make you feel very neglected when i am too engross when playing pool. Say nasty things to you when i am lost my temper.

But deep down in my heart you know that i still care alot for you. I am looking forward to see you when ya back. We can go "Wild Wild Wet"

If you have not know , i had already found the girl of my soul mate.


Which

Is


U . =>






[-Uchiha-] credere in te stesso

You pierced deep in me.
`12:25 AM*

Bi Just For ya

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[-Uchiha-] credere in te stesso

You pierced deep in me.
`9:49 AM*

Celtic Horoscope

You Are A Lime Tree

You are intelligent, hard working, and innately successful.You try to change what you can in life - and you accept what you can't change.Tough on the outside, you are actually soft and relenting.Jealous at times, you are extremely loyal and giving to those you love.You have many talents, but you don't have enough time to use them.

[-Uchiha-] credere in te stesso

You pierced deep in me.
`1:44 PM*

An Angel In Disguise

She use to be my classmate , groupmate, majong kaki, some 1 i love to bully and pick on and my makan kaki. We use to crap alot in class ,we can talk about anything under the sun , day dream in class and laugh together . We alway share our problems with each other and listen to each other sworrows. She will encourage me and do silly things in front of me. I will end up laughing my ass off and forgets about anything that is disturbing me at that moment.
But not anymore.....

This is how we get to meet each other. We were only classmate for 1 subjects as this semster all my subjects i have different class.It was during the june holidays , before the holiday i put down my pride and joined a group of girls to do my "Data Base" assignment as I don't wanna be left out to do the project all on my own. During the period of time, my buddy "Joe" came back from USA to visit us , i still remember i accompanied him almost every night to pubs , pool , ktv, clubbing etc etc... i only get to go home once or twice a week. It was during our first group meeting in the morning , i was late as usual because i only manage to sleep at 6am in the morning. That was the first time i get to see her, i din't even know that she is from my class . Usually i am either late for class, on medical leave or immediately the lesson is finished i left the class. Our first conversation started when i ask her to give me a writting material as i din't bring anything along with me. Then she approached me to help on her "Java Assignment", i spend some time explaining and teaching her how to do. At the end of the day , i still din't really get to know her name.

From strangers to groupmate , friends and to someone i feel comfortable talking to. Eventually we become good friends overnight. She is not that type of girls that will catch your attention right away , neither is she the hottest girl or cutest girl in school. She is just a normal and simple looking girl .

It all started when someone wanted to date her out. As usual she seek for my advice and i was very supportive over the idea. After some consideration , in the end she decide to meet him. On that day , i don't understand why suddenly i felt so moody and uneasy about it. All along she is just close friend to me and i don't have any feelings for her", so i told myself that i am just having a bad day and decide to go play pool with my friends. I still remember i played so badly that i lost that game as the loser needs to pay for the table. I realise that i totally don't have the will to win and lost concentration during the game. At night i tried to call her and found out that she is still with the guy , i was so shocked to realise that i was actually jealous about it. It was at that moment of time that i found out that something was not right.

That night i could not sleep. Lots of things come into my mind , that i could not answer. I realise that she is the first girl i don't mind coming over to my house to do project because she cannot finish and it need to be hand in the following day. She is the first friend who is a girl that i go over to her place to overnight. I realise she is someone feel comfortable with and i am not afraid to reveal my true self to .

Never had i thought that she will become someone that is so some important to me. It was at that time i realise that she had slowily bit by bit ........ walked into my life. She has become a part of me and i don't wanna lose her.




[-Uchiha-] credere in te stesso

You pierced deep in me.
`2:58 AM*

Growwing up

I feel that photographs are really amazing stuff. When looking at it , it gives you a flash back memory of the things and memories of the past. All the nice memories are being capture by it , isn't it great?

Well time really flies , I am 20 now and next year i gonna turn into a an adult. Sometimes i really wonder when i grow up in the future , whether will i still keep touch with my friends and buddies? Can we really have so much fun and laughter like now ? When all of us grow up , we have our own commitments and resposnsibilty. We need to strieve hard for our carreer , make sure our family members don't go hungry , take care of our wife and children etc ........... In the end all of us will just eventually drift apart from each other , due to the fact that all of us are too busy with our life.

I tresasure friendship alot and I will not trade anything for my friends , regardless of wealth , acheivement or whatever ..... These are the people that you share your laughter with , sorrows with who cry and cares for u and give you a helping hand when you are in trouble.Actually i am a very fussy person , i don't just make friends with anyone.It really depend on chemistry. Don't you realise that its is not easy to just talk your heart out with anyone , get along with anyone , enjoy the company of anyone , trust anyone .

Theres is a period of time , after i discharge from hospital i felt very lonely. After staying at home to recuperate for 1/2 years what i missed most was my friends . After i am able to go out alone i was damn happy to get back with them , however in the end.... i felt very disappointed and sad. After not keeping in touch for so long , things are not like the past. I felt like a stranger to them, there is not a topic i can get involve in. I feel totally being left out of everything by my friends. Now i reflect back , i really think that at that period of time i was really insenstive. Actually they cares alot for me , they just don't want me follow them club and go pubs. They are all worried for my health , haiz...

Ryan : Friends are for life . It easy to make 1 but hard to keep 1.

[-Uchiha-] credere in te stesso

You pierced deep in me.
`5:25 PM*

doNe bY Li pEi shaN,, whoaHAhA,,

[-Uchiha-] credere in te stesso

aLL thEse arE mY acT cuTe pictuRes,, hahA*

saW e chanGes iN mE,, yeaH,, i'M faTTer nOw,, whoAhahA<<

bY: pS

You pierced deep in me.
`2:14 AM*

Dead

Guess i am collasping soon. This week , i bearly had enough of sleep. There was not 1 night i slept for more than 4 hours. I have lesson on 8am at Thursday and i went zouk . The following day i have to wake up at 9 am , i only to manage to reach home at 7am. Somethings i really think I"Too On" , I must learn how to say "No" .

I guess i really need to be more disicpline , if not 1 day my studies will either flung or my body cannot take it.

You pierced deep in me.
`10:39 AM*

Good Old Days

Well meng has been back from US for the past 2 weeks. Don't really have the chance to have a good sleep. As usual we party all night long 2 week straight. It really reminds me of the good old days we had after o'level last time. Every night see how he got drunk , how he chu pattern , play pool etc etc.

Well time really flies. So fast tml he is going back le. Tml i kinda of busy but i try my best to send him off. Kinda miss him but i be looking forward to his next return. Lets havoc again sui?

You pierced deep in me.
`5:59 PM*